philidaphda’s diary

- niche internet micro celebrity known for posting abt boys on pinterest lol- i like to talk shit abt what other ppl like-i contradict myself sometimes

• men !
• music !
• writing !

ahh, men. theyre such assholes who don’t know how to express their feelings or act in the real world yet they are so beautiful. such aesthetics fit them so perfectly it hurts. i wish all men acted like how they do in the books. but a girl can only wish.

i think you all know who charlie is, lol. probably not, since you’ve most likely given him a different name. i think the reason i’m recognized on pinterest and mainly because of this man.. i made him the prettiest i could possible. i kinda felt like a god making him lol. and he’s known as being this ‘pinterest-cute-freckles-soft hair-handsome-wattpad-boy’ but honestly, stalking some of ppl’s pin boards and finding some of the aesthetics they set for charlie boy here (i.e bad boy, gay boy, mysterious boy). i, as the creator saw him as this- extroverted, egoistic, prideful, artsy man with a huge passion for.. music? i’ve written abt charlie in one my writing pieces before and i decided to give him a personality that i am attracted to and something i enjoy doing- listening to music! i mean, tbh, 90% of those pins i have in my boards (male character hairstyles, male character fashion) are largely based off how i perceive charlie and how he wants to look.

attractive aesthetics

putting it into words, i feel like someone who has a more nature/forest/dark academia kind of vibe is honestly attractive. like its rlly rlly attractive. looks in this type of aesthetic don’t contribute to attractive- but rather, personality wise.

90’s-00’s grunge aesthetic

i think the show skins and 2000s teenage heartthrobs definitely contributed to my attractive for men with this type of aesthetic. men who are musicians (like rock, indie, grunge) musicians are so hot to me. but tbh, they have to be kind of an asshole but also sweet too

my type in men

male models that have unique features definitely helped enhanced and express my type/physical looks for what i find in men. like having dark brown hair, upturned/hooded eyes, light eyes, chiseled jaw, freckles, soft hair, all that stuff.

fashion

i just don’t like the fact that some girls genuinely find the soft boy, skater boy aesthetic still attractive. to me, it makes me think the boy is fruity and he swings the other way. what i rlly find attractive is the fall/spring nature fashion style for men. i love plaid shirts, button ups, ties, doc martens. unfortunately, while those standards seem unrealistic for the typical guy who’s wardrobe consists of nike shirts and sweatpants, it’d be a dream if a boy could dress like that.

music

i listen to all kinds of music tbh. but these are my key favorite artists that i listen to on spotify. music def helps me concentrate and helps me get in the mood of writing. although i have said that these are my key favorite artists, theyre not exactly in my top 5 list because well.. i don’t have a list. i listen to all variety of music— whether it be 2016 edm/pop hits, or folk/melancholic music.

my favorite voices?

I like to base music off of beautiful, melancholic voices. Ones that perfectly match this folk/guitar genre. This man right here is, Danny Knutelsky. He is a very underrated artist- averaging around maybe 100,000 monthly viewers on spotify? His voice is just- perfect.. Like I swear! He legit sounds like a male siren! His quiet, raspy voice- and the way he kinda belts in his songs are so beautiful.

this is the band Nothing But Thieves. i honestly LOVE this band tbh. the man in the middle is Conor Mason. the lead singer. his voice is honestly so attractive to me. like the way he sings and his vocal range is just— ASTOUNDING. but i feel like him and Danny Knutelsky sound alike- only Conor’s voice is a bit higher than his.

alec benjamin. u might know him for his high pitched voice and his viral song “let me down slowly”. but this man- he honestly has a unique and adorable voice. i’ve been listening to him for abt 5 years now?? and his music is honestly so good. and going back to his old songs- like paper crown or colin’s house. his voice sounds a bit deeper than how he sings now. tbh i prefer his voice in his old music than his new music lol

magdalena bay. the female singer- mica tenenbaum has such a beautiful voice that reminds me of gwen stefani. the male singer- (well he’s not that much of a singer) matthew lewin does have a voice that reminds me of conan gray a bit?? anyways, this duo has so much good songs that’d give you a dark/baddie aesthetic or 2000s electronic/diva aesthetic. i love them <333

luke motherfucking hemmings. he’s from 5sos. you might know some of their songs like “youngblood” or “she looks so perfect”. his voice is so MOTHERFUCKING HOT. like what?? his vocals are so fucking amazing.

michelle gurevich. believe it or not- but this woman does not sound how she looks 💀 her voice is deep and masculine but lord- she sings with such expression in her songs as if she’s telling a story. and her music is honestly so amazing like it gives off a 60s 70s sinister vibe.

jesse rutherford from The Neighborhood. he’s the lead he has somewhat of a feminine voice but it fits his style of music. and i fell in love when he had like a rap verse on daddy issues (alternative version).

so the mf with the black hair is london jackson. his voice sounds like the male version of billie eilish. and he sounds a little bit like sub urban (another artist).

comfort bands/artists